This past Sunday as I’m sure you all know, was Easter Sunday. We still had our family here from Georgia but they were leaving later on that afternoon. Since my great nephew was here in Florida with us, the Easter Bunny had to come visit him here. When I woke up and stumbled into the living room Easter morning, the first thing I saw was his little Easter basket. Which was actually a cute little Spider-Man wagon stuffed full of all sorts of Candy and “Spidey” stuff. I couldn’t help but think as I looked at this adorable display that I can’t wait to be able to do that for my own child!
Waylon’s Spider-man Easter Swag
We decided for their last day here, it would be a good idea to take them down to Harbor Walk Marina in Destin. They always seem to have something fun going on there. But little did we know that the Easter Bunny himself was there to make an appearance and take pictures with the kiddos. It was like a zoo of babies all around me and the hubby. I have always noticed babies when we’re out in public but I think both of us are definitely noticing them a lot more these days. Every time we turned around there was another adorable little bundle of joy being toted around by his or her parents. I caught myself wondering how people with three or four kids got so lucky? I know it’s not their fault that we haven’t been able to have a baby yet. But it does stir up all sorts of emotions inside you. I often wonder why God gives some women 3,4,5 kids and some none. I know it’s not for me to understand. But I can’t help but wonder….
I also believe in the power of positive thinking and prayer. So I am trying to stay as focused as possible on the fact that God does and will give you all the desires of thine heart if you believe. But it is so hard not to let those negative thoughts creep back in. So I have decided to use the above scripture as a daily reminder to myself. To never give up, to keep on asking for our gift, and to also acknowledge that it is his will whether or not we will be blessed with a child.
I had an appointment this Wednesday with a new doctor but their office called and cancelled it because the doctor had a family emergency and had to go out of town. So I was a little bummed after I got the call. But they did reschedule me for Thursday May 8th, so I’m excited about that. This new doctor is an infertility specialist and he also deals with high risk pregnancies, hormonal problems, PCOS, etc. So I’m really hoping and praying that once I get to see him, I will start getting some solid answers about what we need to do next. So keep those positive vibes and prayers coming ladies!
Thanks for joining me in my journey!
Stay Beautiful & Blessed!
AKA The Saltlife Wife